AGE IS JUST A NUMBER UNTIL YOU GET OLD AND DIE....

Friday, July 17, 2009

AGE IS JUST A NUMBER UNTIL YOU GET OLD AND DIE....

Current mood: angry

Category: Life

NICE OUTLOOK ON LIFE...IF YOU ARE STILL AMONG THE LIVING...LET'S ASK JASON AND CHRIS HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT THIS OUTLOOK...OH YEAH, WE CAN'T BECAUSE THEY ARE DEAD !! 21 & 22 CAN HARDLY BE CONSIDERED OLD ENOUGH TO DIE...IN MY OPINION...

Am I being MEAN OR CRUEL to someone who has not only lost an arm but managed to KILL 2 FRIENDS ALL IN ONE STUPID MOVE?

SOMEHOW, I DON'T THINK SO...but before you go off defending the young man consider this...other lives have been affected beyond deeply by this senseless tragedy....yes, the driver has to live with this knowledge the rest of his life..BOO FUCKING HOO...GEE IT MUST SUCK TO BE HIM...I DON'T CARE WHAT HE IS GOING THROUGH...HE DOES HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT THE REST OF HIS LIFE...

BUT SO DO WE...PARENTS OF DEAD CHILDREN THAT DIED BEFORE THEY COULD GROW OLD...FOR NO GOOD REASON...NO REAL REASON...

Don't give me any of that BULLSHIT AT ALL ABOUT "GOD'S PLAN" OR EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...

YOU TRY to go on living a "normal" life when you wake up every day and remember that you're child is NEVER COMING HOME AGAIN...you will never hug him again or have a 2 sided conversation where you don't HAVE TO IMAGINE WHAT HE WOULD SAY....people don't know how I do it, every conversation that has any length before I break down and cry about what it must be like to carry this pain around every single moment of every single day...I get asked that a lot...the answer is I don't really know....yes, I can understand if it happened to you that you would either go insane or commit suicide or murder /suicide...

APPARENTLY THAT IS NOT MY STYLE...I DON'T KNOW WHY...

Call me weird or anything else you like but no, I don't give a flying fuck about michael jackson or anyone else that is that CARELESS WITH A HUMAN LIFE...we all make choices and if we are lucky... NOBODY DIES BECAUSE OF THE CHOICES WE MAKE !!!

maybe nobody deserves to read and understand what I am saying but before you lose your mind over this....remember one thing...

WE DON'T DESERVE TO BE LIVING THIS HELL OR LOSING OUR MINDS BECAUSE OUR SONS ARE DEAD...

REST IN PEACE JASON AND CHRIS...

BECAUSE WE CAN'T...